Location Taken: Moraine Lake, Banff National Park, Alberta
Time Taken: June 2010
Some days, I wonder why I do this. I wonder why I do anything. It all seems so bothersome.
I write this blog, but few read it. I know why, of course. I don’t exactly make it easy to find. Advertising exists for a reason, after all.
I’ve got work. On the rare occasions I get called in. I’m starting to wonder if I need to resume my job search, just to find something with more hours.
I’m not going out and meeting people, or making art, or any of the many other productive things I could do. I just spend my time at my computer, rarely leaving the house.
And yet. I’m still meeting people, just online. I’m still doing things I love. I’m still happy with life, and the general course it’s taking. I even still like this blog, despite the lack of fame and fortune.
Just because I’m not following the normal tactics people use, it doesn’t mean I’m unfulfilled. Just… different.
I like different.
Though it does mean I have to forge my own path, break my own trail. There are no signposts to tell me when I’m lost. And some days, I could really use even just a mile marker.
